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23.1.12

Can't get this song out of my mind: Wish You Were Here- Avril Lavigne

I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, It's not like that at all

There's a girl who gives a shit
Behind this wall
You just walk through it

[refrain]
And I remember all those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[chorus]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.


I love the way you are
It's who I am don't have to try hard
We always say, Say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss

All those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[chorus]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.

[bridge]
No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go, Oh, Oh,

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go, Let go, Let go...

[chorus]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.

Song of the week: Adele - Someone Like You

I sing this song with Mba Dien, on our girls day out karaoke time with Mba Suci as well, and we got score: 99!!! Don't know whether the machine has broke down because hearing our voice.. well, here's the lyrics.. :)

I heard that you're settled down
That you found a girl and you're married now
I heard that your dreams came true

Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you

Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light

I hate to turn up out of the blue, uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it

I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me, it isn't over

Never mind, I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best for you, too

Don't forget me, I begged,
I remember you said

Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead

Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives

We were born and raised in a summer haze

Bound by the surprise of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue, uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it

I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded

That for me, it isn't over yet

Never mind, I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best for you, too
Don't forget me, I begged,
I remember you said

Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead, yeah


Nothing compares, no worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes, they're memories made

Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?


Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you

Don't forget me, I begged,
I remember you said

Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead


Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you, too
Don't forget me, I begged,
I remember you said

Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead

Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead

21.1.12

2 Weeks and 1 Day Before The Day

Here's the progress... My parents already sent my invitation, and by Monday I will deliver it to my boss and co-worker here in Balikpapan :) though they probably couldn't make it for the wedding (since it will be held on Sunday afternoon in Jakarta) but I hope that they could send the prayers so that everything runs well.

Do you know the time when it feels like SO MANY things to do, so that u really don't know what to do...and where to start. Well I'm in that kind of moment...

..lmyn capek pake bahasa Inggris, kembali ke bahasa aslinya ya.. hehehehe

Yaaahh,, jadi pada saat ini saya sangat pusing sodara-sodara, sbnrnya sich saya tuh santaiii bgt, tp terlalu santai ini malah bikin stress jg lho...

Hmm utk undangan udah jadi, tp terus terang utk undangan di Jakarta yg harus dikirim via pos, saya harus minta tolong orangtua, alamatnya udah saya kirim via email, tp kayanya blm dikirimin jg deh.. huhu.. jd mohon maaf kalau saya harus kirim undangan via bbm dulu yah, drpd nanti malah ketelatan terima undangannya....

Kalau undangan utk di Balikpapan, Alhamdulillah udah sampai, dan tadi saya udah ngelabel-labelin namanya.. hehehe it feels so weird, but somehow it's fun :)
Dari mulai nyari tempat ngetikin nama-nama undangan, yang ternyata susahnyaaa minta ampun lho di Balikpapan ini.. kalo di Jakarta kan banyak banget ya rental pengetikan gtu...
Tapi Alhamdulillah, ketemu jg sm yang bisa bantu dan Alhamdulillah deket kos-kosan :)

Jadi insyaAllah hari senin, sy udah bisa menyampaikan Undangannya utk teman-teman kerja di Balikpapan :)

Nah hal apa aja sich yang masih bikin saya deg2an...

Jadi pada awalnya saya kan pengennya nyewa aja ya buat baju akad maupun resepsi, cm entah kenapa tiap dtg ke Jakarta saya ga sempet2 datengin vendor make up dan penyewaan baju akadnya.. Jadilah saya berinisiatif Jahit kebaya aja sendiri, dengan cara seperti ini:

--waktu itu pulang ke Jakarta utk training (bln desember), kamis-jumat training, sabtu sibuk ngurusin macem2, dan ukur baju buat resepsi (baju adat kotogadang), barulah hari minggu dari pagi saya and mama ke Pasar Baru, untuk nyari bahan kebaya akad itu..
Setelah keliling berjam-jam, ketemu jugalah kain yang membuat saya dan mama sukaaa bangeettt.. we think the fabric is lovely,, nahhh pada saat itu waktu sudah menunjukkan skitar setengah6 sore.. (yg kalo ga salah pesawat saya ke Balikpapan itu jam 8 malam) akhirnyaa... saya pun ngebut nyari penjahit kebaya manapun yg bisa saya temukan, yaaangg ternyata tinggal 1 aja yang buka...Dengan pasrah pun, saya pilih model kebaya yang agak cocok buat berjilbab, dan langsung ukur badan...

Hadeuuuhh,, bener bener deh, seumur-umur paling express ini ngurusin acara.. wisuda dulu aja bisa tenang-tenang milih bahan kebaya, trus cari tukang jahit yang direferensikan dari internet, baru deh pilih-pilih akhirnya dapat tukang jahit dan model yang cocok :) i love my pink kebaya..
Tapi yg kali ini, bener2 gambling, hihihihii...

Ya mdh2an aja oke dehh... Bulan lalu sich pas fitting, kebaya kok masi kegedean gtu yaa.. *apakah saya mengurus* hehehe... jadilah harus dikecilin lagi *mdh2an skrg saya gak ndutan yahhh* hiks...

Nah ternyata bulan lalu pas pulang ke Jkt, saya sempat mampir ke vendor catering utk pilih menu, dll dan ternyata di Vendor saya itu jg ada koleksi baju-baju akad dan resepsi yang buanyaaakk gtu dehh.. jd nyesel gak nyewa ajaa... Sempet coba2 kebaya jg, walaupun keburu2 karena pesawat ke balikpapan nya jam 4 sore... *_* bener2 deh selalu in a rushhh!!!

Buat jaga2 saya nge booking kebaya utk akadnya jg, kebaya putih dgn payet emas, yg lumayan oke sich... cm kayanya minggu dpn harus fix-in lagi mau pake yang jahit atau yang sewa... (ini deh yg bikin deg2an...)

Kalo baju resepsi insyaAllah agak tenang, krn udh ukur baju and baju adat itu emang udah ada pakemnya, baju kurung kotogadang dengan tilakuang dan kain songket :) tinggal sepatunya itu yang belum ada... (ini jg yang bikin deg2an)

Nah kayanya hal-hal printilan ini deh yang harus diurusin, cm skali lagi sodara2 terkendala dengan di Balikpapan ini serba susah cari barang, dan kalopun ada harganya 2x lipat di Jakarta... jd gak puas aja gtu, ga banyak pilihan.. (-_-")

Cuma balik lagi, ya mungkin beginilah prosesnya... harus dijalanin...
Meskipun mungkin gak bisa maksimal dengan segala keterbatasan waktu dan jarak, tapi paling ngga saya sudah berusaha semampu saya, dan saya yakin orangtua juga udah berkorban dan berusaha sebaik mungkin untuk mengurus acara ini.. begitu pula dengan keluarga...

Saya sendiri jg gak bisa banyak membantu dari A-Z (makanya saya terlalu santai sebenernya) mungkin gak seheboh teman2 yang menikah di kota tempat tinggal saat ini.. karena memang saya cuma bisa memantau dari jauh aja, bertelepon dengan orangtua untuk tau progressnya...

This wasn't something I ever dream of... Really.. Gak pernah sekalipun menduga akan seperti ini, but here I am now.. in Balikpapan.. gonna have my big day in about 2 weeks...
Hanya bisa berdoa kepada Allah...

Ya Allah Mudahkan dan Lancarkan... Ya Allah smoga smua berjalan baik, membawa kebaikan dan berkah untuk kita semua...

Inilah proses belajar. Belajar ikhlas dan pasrah..
Tidak ada yang sempurna di dunia ini, dan terkadang segala sesuatu tidak dapat berjalan sesuai keinginan kita.. tapi selalu ada hikmah di balik setiap peristiwa.. InsyaAllah...

Teman-teman mohon doanya ya...
Hanya dengan doa dan seizin Allah semua dapat berjalan lancar.
Amin ya Rabbal Alamin


ps: harus bikin list things to do, dan segera menyelesaikan satu persatu. dan tak lupa lagi PACKING.. !!! Next week cutiii.. :)

14.1.12

3 weeks and 1 day before the day..

Okay, Hi Blog!
Finally I can write again..

Actually things run..pretty..well.. kind of stressful,
at first I was super cool in facing this whole wedding thing.
But hey even being in Long Distance Relationship is not easy,
so does having a Long Distance Wedding,

I mean.. Me-being here in Balikpapan, and having our BIG day in Jakarta...

But all I have to say is:
Alhamdulillah...

Bersyukur atas segala proses yg dilalui..
Kesempatan yang diberikan Allah..

I once said, this is not what I've imagine of my wedding.
Gak pernah seumur2 menduga..harus jauh dari rumah, ngurusin pernikahan hanya dari jarak jauh, cuma bisa pulang sebulan sekali untuk mengurus hal-hal yang harus diurus..
Telfon2an ke orang rumah untuk tau perkembangan,
harus bergantung sama orangtua yang mengurussss segalanya.. (which sometimes makes me sad, kasian mama papa harus sibuk kesana kemari bahkan sampai2 mama papa yang datang ke wedding festival, and get a wonderful voucher to stay at Ayodya Bali..hehehe)

Kok jadi curhat sendiri ya disini,
ya mungkin sharing aja sich... Bayangkanlah... *tutup mata*

Wedding Venue di Jakarta.
CMW ada di Balikpapan
CMP ada di Surabaya (previously KL)
Orangtua CMP ada di Padang
dan hanya orangtua CMW yang ada di Jakarta...

:)
tp harus bersyukur, Alhamdulillah, dengan segala lika liku prosesnya, mungkin ini jadi suatu hal yang akan dikenang nanti...

Banyak-banyak berdoa, semoga semuanya berjalan lancar, keluarga dan teman-teman terkasih dapat hadir berbagi kebahagiaan dan turut mendoakan, acara berlangsung khidmat dan lancar, everything runs well, dan yang terpenting justru lembaran baru setelah hari H..

Semoga bisa menjadi keluarga yang sakinah, mawaddah, warahmah,,

Well, no one said it was gonna be easy.. but we always love to beat the impossible :)

Bismillah...